I just want to see you smile.  And mean it.  I just want to know that you are happy and fulfilled, not wanting and bored and alone.  I want to be there to share that with you.

I feel like I abandoned you.  I did just what everyone else has.  I got closer, and then I disappeared.  Made you wait for it.  Sat around and complained about the very thing you wish you could be doing, to your face, without a thought.  Well, I’d give it up and then some to see you happy about just one thing other than me.